I walk alone, your image teases in my head Recalls your graceful smile The vision of your blue, blue eyes On a sunlit beach, I shut out children’s screams To somehow hear your gentle laugh Though miles apart, I reach out for silken thigh Run fingers through lustrous hair Impart velvet caresses to your eager breast. Wishing you to be somehow near, Every second is an hour Your world is my world Our lives are one life and th...

A short poem. Been quite active in the submissive aspect of my personality, but it seems it had a cost I wasn't expecting and this is an expression of that feeling.   Fingertips down my spineThen tracing softly downIn a continuous swirling lineOut to my arms. Fingers laced, hand in handHeads on pillows, softer stillQuiet moments in simple silence A kiss against my lipsAnd my foreheard for a job well doneExhaustion soaks m...

It all seems silly nowWhere I once stood firmIt's not a place at allIt took this long to learnPerhaps with jaded perceptionI created an alternate stateA place that withstood timeAnd so I was never lateDoesn't that sound great?But something happenedI allowed myself to loveI nurtured and protectedDespite words said aboveI made so called friendsAnd I let my love showI allowed myself to feelUntil reality had to let me goI fel...

Have you heard the news?Are you still amused?Or maybe still confused?Lies about liesMessenger's as spiesI hope you realizeI'm not your kindYou claim I am lostMy heart covered in frostHurting all I have crossedLittle do you knowYou reap what you sowIt's almost time to goAre you ready for the show?Can you be a manWithout controlling the planWill you ever understand?I don't love on demandI can't care when you commandI'll nev...

Would it be okayIf I stopped to sayI know youNot your nameThat has now changedBut you're still youSo many beforeWalked out that doorJust to again returnPretending to beA different somebodySome will never learnIf you can't be youYou can't be trueSo really, what's the pointI shake my headAt all you've saidAnd roll up another jointDumb myself downDress up like a clownAt least I am still meStoned and aloneI watch from my thro...

When I was about eighteen or nineteen, Austin, the preacher’s son and I would go into the attic in his garage and look at girlie magazines. This was in the nineteen-sixties, long before the inter-net so porn wasn’t as available as today. Austin had a beautiful cock that jutted out from a sea of curly black pubic hair. It was uncut and about six or seven-inches long with an enormous head and veins throbbed along the length...

I've heard it saidAll things take timeHealing a heartFilling a mindBut in a secondYou are left behindForgotten aloneLove is a dreamFriendships fadedI silently screamSomeone wake meWhat does this mean?Perhaps time changesWho we really areAnd wishes are wastedOn shiny falling starsCatching firefliesTo keep in a jarWondering whyAnd who we've becomeWill we ever beThat special someoneWhat comes nextWhere are we fromIf all thin...

Once upon a timeHere we go againOnce upon a timeThis song will never end Just another white lieSpun from blackened silkWords now mean nothingSpawned from selfish guilt You promised too muchI felt you too deepAll alone againSowing what you reap Once upon a timeHere we go againOnce upon a timeI wish this song would end Yes, there is painBut nothing like beforeThis cut’s much deeperYour voice is heard no more Whispered sweet...

Many months have passedSince she went awayAlthough she said goodbyeWhen she did not stayThis timeI knew she'd come backI have been here waitingWrapped up in your loveI gave up on hatingThat womanYou gave your promise"Till death do you part"But she doesn't want youAnd it breaks my heartAnd soulI remain beside youAs I have done all alongReaching for your handWhen they play our songOver againAnd now she has returnedYour exci...

For my little glitter princess, read it to a beat. Can you feel that? Why does it take a tragedy?To make us finally seeWhat we may have missed. Unity.Tranquility. How does life get so crazy? That we forget about we? That we forget to beUs. Ourselves. I just wanna screamWake me from this dreamI just can’t take itPretty.Vacant. This hole in my soul Continues to grow Completely outta control. Spinning.No place. You’re only a...

Why does it always have to beThat other she instead of me?Or anyone reallyWhy's it gotta be she She is not niceShe is not mean She is the pastOur future is unseenShe's not your Queen. You take the blameAt every false claimYou played the gameAnd changed your nameAnd now you knowIt will never be the same. But you try.Why?You try, fail, cry, And I want to know why! I am making a stanceThat you let goAnd give the present, the...

Remember me, as I find myself alone in darkness knowing that I can’t turn away from what I must do, and there are a lot of things that words can’t say. So walk away and believe and try to see through my eyes, and you would probably lose your fears. The sun will remain, as will those winds of change blowing that can’t be explained. I know you will find a way, so turn and walk away for there is no way I can change my mind a...

Lost in the voidOf what has been destroyedBy those who have toyed With my mindWith my soulThis big gaping holeIt seems it's time again to take control.Stop being so trustingOr you will never be wholeDammit!Shut up in there!You with the cranberry brown hairAnd that awful cold stare.Go back to sleep!Keep your words,Herd your sheep.Today, I will not weep.Today, I will not weep.And even as I writeThese swirling thoughts and n...